Almost four months. And the children keep growing and changing.
Already Rhys is talking about changing in his electric scooter for a goKart (my mom bought him the scooter). I can't stop their growing.
Then I think, how did my mom carry on without her mom all those years ago?
Soon after my nana died, she got divorced, remarried, divorced and remarried again - and fought Breast Cancer number one. Well, all that was all over about six or seven years - but still, quite a lot of big life decisions being made.
She was without an anchor in many ways at that time. I think if my nana was alive, my mom would have made different choices as she would have had that support from her mother. And I can start to understand more now how bereft and unmoored she really was.
Don't worry - I'm not unmoored...but I am bereft.